Maybe ? (Just Ignore It)

i don't know what happened to you.
i dont' know what's going on to you.
why you look so worried and anxious lately the day ?
there's somethin' you didn't tell me.
maybe there's somethin' you tried to hide from me.
there's somethin' bothering you so much.
and i know that is "fear"
a thought of somethin' confidental
that i would never know if you never tell me what is that.
my feeling just said that you doubted.
you are hesitating.
dunno for what reason it is.
maybe to me.
maybe on yourself.
maybe in your heart for me.
maybe in this relationship.
maybe to the other temptation.
maybe and maybe and maybe.
i just can wondering all day, without knowing the truth.
what is your really doubt?
why didn't you tell me?
that i couldn't be what you want?
that you're still expecting something from someone else?
that there's somethin' in other girl that you want so much, but i don't have it?
just tell me so we can try to fix it up together.
because with trust of love, somehow we'll find the way.

                                                             Failing Regards,

"ora e per sempre"

biar malam ini tenang menyapa

dalam sunyi

aku berbaring

di atas peraduanku tempat tidurku

tempat aku mengoyak mimpi

dan memikir sejuta realita

mengulas hidup

lalu terbayang seolah

aku genggam buku kehidupan

mata penuh tatap

hati penuh harap

merentangkan lembar demi lembar

cerita hari-hariku

kemudian aku terhenti

pada satu cerita, satu bab kehidupan

ketika itu judulnya "ora e per sempre"

aku berharap

suatu hari nanti ada seseorang 

yang bisa kuajak berbagi

cerita masa depan itu

dan semoga orangnya itu kamu :p

ora e per sempre, now and forever, sekarang dan selamanya..

                                                   

                                       Unfailing Regards,

When We're Really In Love

When we're falling in love,

there are so many ways to show how much we're in love.

Well, one with the words

and the other with the picture that could "telling a story".

For example like all of these below. 

I found them from tumblr.com 

*thankyou tumblr for always inspiring me with your amazing words and beauty lovely pictures :)

Check it out :

and many more,

more beautiful words from the truly heart that is in love.

Not all of those above are tells the story of mine, i'm just telling you.

 But this last one is really representing my heart to you, darl.

 

                                                        Love you so much, bi :')

Semakin Menyadarinya

setelah apa yang terjadi hari ini.

perbincangan barusan.

aku hanya semakin menyadari satu hal.

bahwa aku memang sangat menyayangi kamu, bi.

sungguh..

..dan aku hanya berharap, semoga itu sebaliknya :')

                                        Unfailing Regards,

Just Like The Bianglala That Goes On

"Recently, my life just goes on around you..."

"..it's just like the Ferris Wheel or bianglala that continues 

to spin on the Earth's gravity."

                                                                     Unfailing Regards,