In Love w/you Again ♥

hey, you..

don't you know that i love you so much
and afraid of losing you ?
because i think..

i am really falling in love with you, babe

maybe for the umpteenth time

and i do not have any rational reason.

it just happened and grow bigger and bigger all the time.
♥♥♥




                                                                                          Unfailing Regards,

Doa #1

Tuhan..
mungkinkah malam ini saya membuat kesalahan lagi?
akankah itu menyebabkan sebuah rasa yang baru saja akan tumbuh memudar lagi?
akankah kejenuhan pada satu hati kembali membubung lagi?

jangan ya, Tuhan.
jangan biarkan begitu.

.......


namun, jika itu harus terjadi..
topang aku, kumohon.
karena aku tahu takkan sanggup untuk sendirian menghadapi itu lagi.

dan jika memang harus terjadi lagi..
kali ini aku takkan sebodoh dan serapuh dulu,
namun aku tetap pasrah.

dan aku tahu dirinya pun takkan sebodoh dan seegois dulu.
karena itu aku hanya akan menunggu

menunggu dia memastikan hatinya benar-benar padaku,
memahaminya,
dan bersiap memeluk cintanya lagi.

***

sebab kali ini aku tahu aku harus benar-benar percaya,

seperti yang ia katakan padaku setiap kali aku ragu,

"Hubungan itu harus dilandasi rasa percaya, cinta seharusnya saling percaya."

                                                                                                     Unfailing Regards,

We're Not Broken Just Bent

"just give me a reason"?
iya, itu lagu.

tahu tentang apa?
aku nggak tahu pasti, tapi itu berdentum dalam suasana kala itu.
ketika dua hati saling mempertanyakan

dalam bimbang, kita bertanya
akankah kesempatan itu memihak kita untuk saling mengakui
bahwa rasa itu memang tak pernah mati

dan kala itu
aku tenggelam dalam sakit namun bahagia
rindu dalam kelegaan
dan meski harus kacau kesekian kali, aku tetap berdebar-debar

ini kondisi apa, seperti ini?
"we're not broken just bent."

akan berjalan kemanakah kedua telapak kaki kita?
ingin kembali, tapi aku takut sakit lagi.
ingin pergi, tapi aku hanya akan membohongi diri sendiri.

haruskah kita saling membuat jarak agar kelak kita merasakan bahwa rindu memang selalu tumbuh.
haruskah langit yang kita tatap dan bumi yang kita tapak,
biarkan menuntun pada "dimana hati berada"
"and we can learn to love again?"

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"Sayang.."

akankah nama itu saling memanggil lagi, kelak?

                                                                        Unfailing Regards,

Just Give Me A Reason

"just give me a reason

just a little bit's enough

just a second

we're not broken just bent

and we can learn to love again.

it's in the stars

it's been written in the scars on our hearts

we're not broken just bent

and we can learn to love again."

-Just Give Me A Reason

Pink ft. Nate Ruess

'Cause You'll Always Be My Baby

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine

 

now you want to be free
so i'm letting you fly
cause I know in my heart babe
our love will never die, no..

 

 

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way, you're never gonna shake me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby

 

i ain't gonna cry no
and I won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no..
 

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way, you're never gonna shake me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby 

 

i know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder, oooohhh..
i know that, you'll be right back, babe
ooooh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
 

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way, you're never gonna shake me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby 

 

you'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
i'm part of you indefinitely
boy don't you know you can't escape me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way, you're never gonna shake me
ooh, darling cause you'll always be my baby

 

Always be my baby

 

 

 

 

 Mariah Carey ver. & David Cook ver.

-Always Be My Baby ♥